Conclusion =)

This post is specially dedicated to SOMEONE, who used to be the one that I think "yes, he's the one", but somehow, turned out to be.....who knows~
Those who know me well, sure knew how he treated me....(not bad, but not as a girlfriend either)
Somehow, I managed to convince myself that that's just his style, nothing more, everything will change once we step into another phase....but pathetically, that's just a desperate girl asking for more comforts from herself....I should have known there's something wrong...
He met someone new, and fall for her, as quickly as how the thunder strikes...
Most of them think that the girl is the one who should be blamed, but I think I should thank her....
As she's the one who let me know that HE's simply a JERK :)
He didn't really bring me out with his friends and never wanna spend more time with me...
However, I managed to stuck with him for more than 2 years...stupid, right?
Well, what can I say is that "Babe, I'm not the one losing, you are." :)
I should be glad that I didn't step into another phase with him, right? :P
Lots of my friend said that THEY wont last long, somehow, that proves to be true...2 months?
Anyway, that's non of my business and I don't care....
Together so what? Break so what? Nothing to deal with me....
My friends laughed (loudly and happily) when they knew that THEY break....
But somehow.....I don't really have any feeling....(neither happy, nor sad, just....so what?)
Since then, I realized that once you gave up on someone, or you let go of something, fully, it's easy, simply easy....to make a decision, cause no more hard feelings...
And now, he starts blogging....having his sad feelings and now, a new relationship~ (congratz)
And still, I didn't feel anything about that.....(I'm glad, cause this proves that I had fully, let it go...)
I'm not going to forget him, cause he's the one who hurt me so badly and forced me to stand up by my own.
He's the one who make me to force myself to GROW UP. And yes, thanks to him, I did it!

Blogging this doesn't mean that I still care about him, I just simply wanna share my feelings and make a conclusion out of my previous relationship.

This will be the last and only post that I'm gonna mention about HIM. May God bless HIM.
AMEN :)

the SigN that symbolizes me

I went to KL around end of June this year
Just to do something that I've always wanted to do!
And yes, I did it!
I wish to show the world but I can't!
I had to hide!
That's sad, but still, I'm happy!
And I'm glad that I did it~
Few of my good friends and my boi should know what I'm talking about =)
That's gonna be my SECRET
the SigN that symbolizes me

友情的味道

今天做的这个决定，不懂会不会令我后悔....
不过这样下去也不是办法
我只好这样...
我放手了！
这样应该是最好的
为了他好，也为了我好

和他的这一段友情，不长...
半年？算一算，应该不到~
不过我很庆幸能遇到他
他决定了我身体上一个永远都会存在的特征
他让我品尝到友情的味道
也同时让我了解到友情的脆弱...

如果你问我，还有可能回到以前吗？
答案是否定的...
不过，他会是一个永远都存在的回忆...
一个美好的回忆....

Shooting :P

A good friend of mine planned to participate in a short video clip contest organized by BMW Shorties
www.bmwshorties.com.my
Suprisingly, she decided to have me as the main character
A big me! Of course, the main point is I look like 30 >.<
Anyway, I could not get a valid excuse to say NO =)
So, I've been busy shooting these few days~
Tiring, but happy!
Don't really care how big I'll look like in that short clip, just meant to lend her a hand :-)


The poster for the video clip, I kinda like it~

你不懂的她

曾经何时，写部落格是我的一切....
不过，在一些事情的发生后，我决定舍弃那个记录着我两年多生活的它...
值得吗？
我不懂....我只是不想看回去那一段过去...
甜蜜的也好，伤心的也好，都过去了！
如今，我是一个你不懂的她~
因为连我自己也不懂，现在的我.... =)