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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

nOt good enough.....

I'm always not good enough......=[
When you care for someone, you tend to expect more...
Expecting him/her to give back the same care you give him/her
But somehow...he/she always can't give what you are expecting from him/her
The more you care, the more you hurt...
That's what I've learn from past experiences....
Yes....experienceS...
Those really HURT....
Thoughts like
"Am I not good enough?"
"Am I that useless?"
"Am I that cheap to offer myself to him/her even though he/she treat me like I'm just nobody?"
"Am I that dry?"
"Am I that.....fucking retarded?
Am I....
I am....I guess....
Can't help~
I always believe that you give people the impression that you build for you yourself
When someone thinks that you are a jerk, you are definitely a jerk =)
By thinking positively, you get positive feedback
That's how you change....
You want someone to love you, love yourself first
By upgrading yourself, you can meet a better someone
He/She treats you like nobody, then he/she shall be your nobody
Someone that's not serious definitely doesn't worth your attention and your care...
Love yourself more, he/she shall regret for treating you like NOBODY





Upgrading in progress? ♥

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Keep fit!

看回我去年六月去Kuala Lumpur的几日游,我....胖了很多很多....
是人吗?
是时候了!
3月25日
倒数25天!
9公斤可以吗?
加油加油!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

Routine

Been busy lately, not working busy but social busy....
Out from day to night, sleep, then day to night~
repeat repeat and repeat-ing!
It's kinda tired....
I really wish I can get some free time for myself and just lay myself down there, shutting everything down!
But I can't make it....
It's life, once you get out of it, it's hard to get back in....
So I rather stick myself in it, trying to make myself more happy =)
It's a lovely weekend, enjoy it :P

Friday, January 27, 2012

新年 = 噼里啪啦!

龙年到了~ 我的年 =]
二十四了....
什么都没做到,失败吗?
不过呢,我决定了,人生到了这个阶段,应该是要好好的计划下了
一大堆的计划,做不做得到,等明年的今天来揭晓吧~


小妹在这里祝大家龙年行大运,天天快乐,发大财!

Monday, January 2, 2012

2011总结

2011,一个我“应该”会记得的一年...

正月
颓废,放弃自己~
堕落,放纵,烟酒不离手...

二月
新年,继续放纵,堕落~
过失恋后第一个没情人的情人节~

三月-五月
上课,喝酒~

六月
朋友结婚,做姐妹~
考试
请工,面试
和姐妹们去旅行~
到了外面,继续的放纵,做了从来都不敢尝试的事!
上夜店,喝酒~

七月
上班,新同事,新朋友
新环境

八月
那个一直以来我欣赏的他找我
问了我一些我没想到他会问的题目,也没给到他答案~
过了愉快的三天生日节目
遇到了那个帅帅的警官~

九月
他又一次的问我,最终给了他答案,开始了我们的故事 ♥

十月-十一月
工作,工作,工作~
拿了另外两个7776的号码

十二月
拿到我一直以来要的Iphone4S
打了我一直想要打的耳洞
考试
收到Shirley要结婚的消息~
过了还不错的圣诞和跨年~


这一年当中,有许多的第一次,有许多的不应该,也有许多的甜美回忆~
放纵过就好,体会过就够了
人生还有很多美好的一年~
Happy New Year and may God bless year 2012 =)